Finally make it thus far. Project submission! CNY! All over. Well... technically CNY is not over yet but... anyway, you know what i mean right? I'm glad those sucky projects and presentation are all over. Which mean that exams are coming soon... :o( Which also mean the holidays are coming soon too. hahaz... That's really something to look forward to. Hopefully i can get a well deserved break. Maybe a trip to bintan with yilin and crystal? Hopefully.

Heard from a reliable source that Andre has gotta a girlfriend. Glad for him. Hope they will last anyway. I won't lie to say i don't feel the pang in my heart. But still... its over. Zhaoquan also found himself a girl by his side. That i am truely glad. Everyone has got somebody already huh.. Haha.. Which leave me what? Alone? hahaz... Or should i say i am preparing myself to meet the ultimate him? Only heaven knows.

Had a gahering with the girls last night. Jinwen, yiling, xueli and jojo. A strong feeling of nostaglic feeling overcome me. Thought of my most wonderful secondary school memories. How we used to be part of each other life. And now, we are fleeting memories of each others. Will we be friends forever? Can this friendship last till then? I don't think so. Haha.. But i really do hope so... I do really... Xueli, who used to be my best friend. Jojo who used to make me laugh so hard that i can cry, jinwen who is ever the supporting friend. Yiling the beautiful and fun girl. Meiyun, the girl i used to hate but now is ok. Haha.. ok sounded lame. But anyway.. ya.. people that used to be so impt.

Had so much feelings lately about the past. They been catching up on me. No specific person really. Its like suddenly I felt some really familiar feeling that i used to have when i am doing something or talking to someone. Like those feelings when i have badminton training after school, or those vision about the school hallway or even those very warmth feeling when i am surroinded by frds. Have those deja-vu feeling yet i know its not. There is this unexplain feeling that i keep getting. Familiar yet strange. I don't know how to better put it.

I really hope i can stop feeling all those. Make me wanna cry. Wanna go back in time. Yet i know its impossible. Gotta look ahead. Maybe it is far more exciting. Or maybe its a continuation of the past. Friends will continue to be friends forever. That's my prayer.